well well well, here I am again journaling on xanga with not many readers anymore. For me life is difficult.  So many questions I have, and I look to God for his guidance because I have no idea what to do.  But I know He will lead me down the right path, whether it be one way or another.  I trust God, I trust you God, with all of my heart.  I hope that what ever decision I make about my path that it will be in your will.  God is truly amazing,and I can't wait to see what He has in store for me.

Jules

Why do we gossip? what's the point? why do we intentionally put someone down to make someone else look bad, but we do our best that they don't find out because we still want them to be our friends.  Why is that? Is it to make ourselves look good? Cause honestly it makes me feel like crap when I'm around others who are doing it it makes me dislike them.  Why don't we more often compliment our friends to other friends rather than gossip about them behind their backs.  Every time we put someone down we're putting Jesus down because He created that person.  That hurts His feelings.  I have realized that gossip isn't a good thing in fact it is a very bad thing.  I personally am going to try my best to chang my ways so that when someone starts talking about another person my choice is to walk away or change the subject.  Joining on the subject is out of the question.  Well just a few words that God has been laying on my heart lately...

Jules